I am fat!

Assalamualaikum readers....

I am fat!my BMI shows I am overweight.*insert tangisan tak berlagu*Aku nak kuruuuuuuussssss!!!!!Yup,that my mission for ever and ever..Why is it??because i'm TOO LAZY to RESTART it all over again after a very,very long period of time. Ini semua salah doggy-doggy yang mengejar aku time aku jog aritu(i think that was two years and half ago). Yes,long enough for me to gain roughly about 15kilos(roughly ok haha). Hakak phobia ok. DOGS PHOBIA.

So now,since i'm NOT FIT any of my OUTFITS i have to do something right now! No more delays,no more excuses,no more phobia.Now!Now!Nak kurus balik!Seriously,now i only have my dress(last raya) that fits me really well n comfortable to wear.The others is too fit for my unfit body.Sob..sob...Besides i'm a hijabers,takkan la nak pakai ketak-ketak pulak kan ye dok??And not to mention panas weiiii...tak selesa laaaa..I's not only abot my shape but my fitness and my health that really matters to me.GEMUK IS NOT OHSEM ok(semput pulak)hehehe.

And that is why i'm following kevin zahri on his fb.It's really nice to have such website to encourage and motivates you along your journey to jom kurus,because most people are being judgmental to 'big person'.Mostly.They just keep saying but less encourage.And want thing that matter is,orang "tomey lotey" nie sensitip ok.Masa nilah confidence level dropped to -0.0000000000000001. Betul la tu,i'm experience it myself hokey.So,kalau nak mengata tu sila lah lihat kanan dan kiri dulu yea sebelum kata-katamu meluncur laju merempuh hati orang .Haaa....jangan cakap akak tak payung ye saudara saudari.

So now i'm aiming about 10-15 kilos loss before raya and that means i have about 3 months left.Fuhh,what a number!!I can do it!!No matter what,AKU AKAN MENCAPAI BERAT BADAN IDEAL AGAR AKU MENJADI ORANG YANG SIHAT!!Haaa...amik kau,siap angkt sumpah lagi.hahaha.

So,that's all for tonight.I'm so sleepy,need to rest and get enough sleep now.Byeee..

Assalamualaikum..

2016.Alhamdullillah,still breathing till this sec.Thank you Allah....

Aim(s)??I want to be a better person.Still.Insya-Allah...

Oh heart,please be strong...our journey not end yet.There's lot more to face in this upcoming years. What I want to say to you:

Full Stop.

Assalamualaikum...

Yeah i'm back here again writing and sharing after a long time.Miss me???If you answer is yes,u're really make my day..but if no is the answer,just keep silent and do your work k..Hehe

Ok,back to my story (serious face).People,how many times in our life do we practice a good relationship with our surrounding??Haa?What's that?Is it really matters?Ermm..i don't really know-lah... If that's what you really have in your mind,hemmm...don't know what to say..(kehampaan).

Sometimes,without we realize we've hurt someones feeling maybe by words,by physical languages or maybe we did it on purpose(ok,ko dah kenapa).But,unfortunately there's a lot of people outside there really loves to see the downfall of others.It's like a therapy to make em feel happier and younger (ala,macam makan collagen tuuu).Yes,many of us did that!I don't know why on earth this thing really matters to some of us(revenge).Is it really a satisfaction to see someone's life in miserable??What would you get in return then??Shining bright like a diamond?No!

I believe everyone in this world regardless of belief and races want to be respected without any discrimination.Yeah,respect can unite us. However,we tend to forget there's always a gap between voiced out and gossip-ping or even worse defamation.We always trying sneak into someone weakness and then we're trying our very best to see that person feels like a big looser.How Many times we've consider about ones feeling before we talk or do something?What if they do the same to us?We must feel so bad right?Free to voice out doesn't give you a licence to talk of others disgrace in fact it can make people sick of your busy-body attitude! Shame on you man if you reveal others shame!Huhuh..

Well,i'm not talking this as a person ,but as a whole especially for those Malay la kannn(ehem,terbatuk pulak).I'm not a racist ok,this is a reality which is really happens/happening/happened.Me myself  still a plain girl who did make mistakes sometimes(sometimes ok..haha)but i'm still trying my very best to edit my word before i speak out.We must do it!And we must believe that life is just like a wheel.We're not forever upstairs.Sometimes we have to go down not to be a looser but to be more and more better person in the future!Percayalah..!And as a muslim i always believe in qada' and qadar because what goes around will  comes around.Tak percaya?cubalah derma RM1 kelak di waktu kesusahan  kau akan dapat RM10 in return.Real story by Umi Yusuf k..Or maybe you can badmouthing of someones,then in the end people will do the same to you/family/daughter/grandchildren/great-great-grand...

So to conclude all my words,we have to put a full-stop in our words or even our action.We must okeyhhhh..no tapi-tapi...Trust me,if there's a full stop in our daily life,we can save ourselves from others hatred and live a life happily.Yeay!People,if you really loves to live on this world happily,do respect others because we are sharing this earth together and just to let you know respect also can lead to a happy life in hereafter..See,taknakla nanti bila ko dah takda org happy pulak kan sebab mulut badan binasa..So,i've reach my end,now i wanna put a full stop.Goodbye..

Sekian,terima kasih.

Aku

 Assalamualaikum......


   Ya entry kali ini adalah berkenaan dengan aku,si pemilik blog ini.Siapa Aku?tett...haha,macam nak mintak penampar free jak. Oklah,sebenarnya Umi Yusuf tu adalah seorang perempuan melayu ke-2 terakhir(ehem) yang suka menulis,oleh sebab itu dia wujudkan blog ini.


   Aku bukanlah penulis yang profesional(amatur je awak,sob..sob..)disebabkan itu,aku gigih untuk memperbaiki penulisan aku.Minat menulis nie sudah timbul sejak dahulu kala lagi sewaktu menulis surat cinta kepada sang kekasih monyet(errr..). Aku akan menulis tentang apa yang berlaku di persekitaranku sebab cerita itu bermula dari apa yang kita lihat,dengar,sentuh,hidu dan rasa.Ya adik-adik,inilah yang dipangggil sebagai sense of sensory organs..


   Aku juga adalah seorang yang gemar menghabiskan masa lapang di rumah.Macam boring jer,macam tak best jer..Tapi itulah aku,seorang yang tidak gemar merayau tanpa ada alasan yang kukuh untuk keluar rumah(err..pergi kfc tu sangat-sangat kukuh k).Pada aku,bukankah seeloknya kita menghabiskan waktu bersama orang yang tersayang dirumah dan buat pelbagai aktiviti bersama seperti bermalas-malasan depan tv,masak lauk special sikit,bertukar-tukar cerita dan akhirnya bergaduh sesama sendiri..hahaha


   Ermmm aku nie sebenarnya biasa-biasa jak.So,kalaulah ada orang yang cakap about my beauty,kindness or politeness,i rasa macam errr.....Speechless uolls!!hal ini terjadi disebabkan  mereka tidak melihat dan mengenal aku dengan lebih dekat.Cubalah tinggal satu rumah dengan aku dan lihatlah hasilnya apabila aku bangun tidur menjadi kak limah ataupun ketika aku marah,aku rasa aku telah betukar enjadi hijau. So,please don't judge me by your eyes k,kelak engkau akan rasa tertipu apabila mengetahui kebenarannya.Mmmmuahahaha...


   Sampai disini sahajalah cerita tentang aku okey..Akan datang kalau aku rajin aku update lagi supaya awak rasa bosan membacanya dan seolah-olah telah mengenal aku seribu tahun dahulu..


Sekian,terima kasih.

The Closing Date

assalamualaikum readers...

 hari nie merupakan hari yang terakhir untuk tahun nie(errr...??)Sebenarnya berdasarkan pemerhatian nujum kak umi,tahun nie byk musibah yang melanda negara kita dari setiap aspek..insiden duka bermula dengan kehilangan MH370 dan diakhiri dengan banjir..aku sendiri diuji,kesakitan,kedukaan dan kehilangan org yang tersayang.. ya,ALLAH sedang menguji kita..ALLAH ingin memberi peringatan kpd kita. Itulah rencah kehidupan.

 Walau apa pun yang terjadi pasti ada senyuman diakhir cerita setiap insan yang bersabar..So,bersabarlah kita..Apaun kisah kita pada tahun ni,itu semua adalah zaman retro kita.. Marilah kita melangkah keluar rumah pd jam 12mlm ini untuk mulakan kehidupan baru(haa..nak pegi mana tu mlm2 buta nie,masuk balik sebelum kena sekeh dgn bapak korang). Sedikit perubahan pun ok,as long as adalah kan.. 

 Untuk aku pula,tiada list yg panjang berjela sebab hati aku akan memberitahu apa yang harus aku buat berpandukan pemikiranku yang rasional pada waktu itu..so,semoga tahun 2015 akan menjadi tahun yang lebih baik untuk kita majukan diri dari setiap aspek kehidupan.

  sekian.tq for reading.

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE TIME

assalamualaikum......

   Finally,setelah lama aku menangguh,akhirnya siap jugak blog aku nie...sebelum nie asyik tngguh jak kan(akibat kemalasan)tapi,aku gagahkan jugak diri ini utk membuatnya...


Ok,back to this blog,even the title mention about umi and her diary,but that doesn't mean that i have to reveal all my secrets to public.Give some space for my privacy ok.Diary here means my journey through my life facing all the upcoming  stories.


Since there are so many stories and i can't jot down everything(due to my terrible handwriting)i have to do something to express it before my head will explode due to my kebecokan untuk bercerita.Oh ya,i once have my own diary book,but it always ended at-i don't know-where.Yeah,i know i'm so careless....So,welcome readers,make yourself comfort while you reading all my entries,and you can always give me a feedback(s) k

P/s: Sometimes my writing a bit like a school essay,but pls just accept it k because that's my style.How about your style??byeee...

Sekian,terima kasih.